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I care for you ALOT, more than you think I do I want to be with you, trust me I do its just..................sometimes i'd rather follow my mind than my heart, because my mind is saying he's gonna hurt you but my heart is saying lOVE AGAIN i'd rather listen to my mind. Im not mentally/physically ready for another heart break. No one ever is, who wants to be hurt more than once by the person they loved NOBODY! so why risk that chance again until im sure about you. Which im not "actions speak louder than words" right? Well all I hear is words, which mean nothing to me.

I wish you would understand that just saying "baby i love you" doesnt mean anything, anybody can say those words & not mean it.


* I'm not ready to love, I hope you understand. Im sorry I cant, but I cant get hurt again.